NYAC | 3min Read
Published on May 14, 2026
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I used to live in a happy family with my mother (Sumitra) and my father (Anand). the day
everything changed I was 12 now I am 15. it’s been three years I have been handling this
situation now I have reached the last limits of enduring their fight their .it was all my fault . I
shouldn’t have taken my dad’s phone that day. I should have listened to him.
Three years before ……
My bus was late so I took my dad’s phone to call the driver he was resisting constantly but
ignored him. So, my mom came between us took his phone and saw the chats with
someone after which she immediately started crying and shouting at my dad. my dad
shouted for 30 secs and left for the office and returned next morning leaving my mom
devasted .that afternoon my dad cried to maa and assured her he will not cheat on her
again that time I came to knew about my father’s dishonesty but my mother was not
satisfied with his assurance because of society she didn’t take any step and just gave my
father silent treatment she just used give him his lunch that was the only interaction
between them . after 6 months of that my used to came late night .my father worried so he
kept check on her and found she was indulge in gambling for short term happiness which
was missing in her life .they started quarreling almost every week then every day about silly
things mom taunting dad for his betrayal and dad replying back my condemning her for
gambling this was their daily routine for next six months. I was literally fed up this routine it
affected my grades as I always thought when it would come to an end I was not able to
focus on my studies ,my sleep , on anything it was tough but this was not enough I was
teased in my class with a random boy I talked only 2 mins three months ago I complained of
course teacher can’t help with that.it was almost 1 year of their fighting my grandmother
came to live with us she also started taunting my mom and me condemning us whole day
was her business .finally my mom told everything to my granny (to her mother).she just
gave her one advice “not to divorce my kid ,society won’t accept you” it was tough for her
to feel relax she started showing her anger on me .she started losing money now she
stopped my necessities to cover up the loss. On my 14th birthday my dad brought a another
woman on the celebration being intimate with her in front of my mom she just called off
party and announced divorce on the spot. she packed our bags and took me to a hotel. Dad
didn’t bother a little .my mom found a house on rent we went there. I started going to
school again .my dad came to my school to manipulate me against my mom and was
convincing me for living with him I was so pissed off because I loved my mom the most and I
know my father will take my custody he is that powerful.
So to end this debate I am going to take my life this will reduce my mom’s burden of my
expenses and my I will not be there my father will lose this debate. I am writing this note to
free my mom from criminal charges I hope this would be enough . bye.
